December 2008
77 posts
I just woke up on the bathroom floor of work and don’t remember how exactly that came about …… Wow, odd. 7: )
Drugs……… I need Drugs……… Argh 7: )
Sitting here at 7AM watching porn
With Caleb and Tommy
They’re falling asleep and I’ll probably follow suit the moment this computer isn’t in my lap
That said, possibly one of the better nights I’ve had in a while. If we did this exact routine every Saturday that would be alright with me.
Truth is, I dream of this band getting somewhere simply because it would be more reason and opportunity to hang...
I must be an acrobat to talk like this and act like that 7: )
…put me down with the ring reserves 7: )
making a list...
i don’t have the heart to show it here but ‘suffice it to say’ when im done i will have accomplished something
im not planning on accomplishing it anytime soon, more a gradual burn but when im done i’ll rule the world again
“what have you done lately”
There is no conceivable answer as to why it feels so good outside this morning 7: )
Watch with a steady head in hands ill make get the best of me into a better me- ur bullets cant reach the sky so get back to shootin cans
Dear Mallorie, the MOST hypocritical thing ive done in a while was apologize for wishing death on you, because I’ve said I hate liars 7: )
U were dressed to impress let the girls do the rest no one woulda guessed u were such a mess 7: )
This is fucked-uppedly confident
vampyrkids: im glad were in a band together
vampyrkids: well play shows and then smash some scene girls afterwards
yousmellexcited4: haha yes!
yousmellexcited4: i'm glad too man
wal-mart checkout and i discuss radiohead- i feel hope glimmer
Working?
How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb was underrated
The glass isnt half-full, it shattered into my hand
it seems like happy endings are always just the...
8:05PM- just left Caleb a message, he didn’t answer and I’m happy about that on a massive level
8:07PM- takin’ to paper writing for this one seems like the things that mean the most start that way and with school inevitably starting i’ll probably write them 5 times over in different notebooks or spots each time
8:53PM- made the mistake of writing this before I was...
These butterflies lived inside for so many years and where are they supposed to go if youre not here?
Thats not my love thats a clicking machine right now shes dancing like an angel while shes stuck in between my head and my heart…
If an emo cunt vents on his blog...
and nobody reads it, does he still self-loathe?
Hand up! I know the answer
Caricatures is what we’ve died fighting to not become
Am I up early or up too late right now? the answer is neither, I’m not up I’m simply not down.
What I AM however, is on a couple angry late-night rambling sprees. So good night revival
Merry Christmas Eve if you read this
All because of...
(Rein)Deer Diary...
Motions motions motions When you say YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT I’VE BEEN THROUGH I do
It’s what you and I and everyone else are going through
the fuckin motions
were not a fuckin merry-go-round, this is a fucking life you’re abusing and you only get one (as far as I know)
it amazes me how we treat our possessions like they’re priceless (our cars, guitars and xanax...
Prove me wrong...
Stuck on rewound thoughts like the play button’s broken
I’m not all about me, I’m everything else
Screeching tires and chewed fingernails I’m a nervous wreck
Ripped Directly From Pete Wentz's Blog....
…on the day of the new album’s release
but…
“Thanks for making us feel like kings for a day”
Thanks for teaching me how to smile, even if fading is inevitable
7:)
My band isnt the only cool thing in my life… I also own the dark knight
My nephews dont know who i am- yea
We live in haunted houses...
And half of me feels whole when I say that The other half sits in the dark and writes about rising from the ashes of car crashes that I’ve/We’ve/You’ve/Somebody’s caused Two halves make a hole I can’t fill sometimes but am trying valiantly When it comes down to it the only thing I have is a fixed gaze, broken heart and a baseball bat...
Hmmm… Something drastic in hair world? Maybe…
7:)
mmhmm
Breakthroughs are meant for take twos praise the patient but it was those that gave up that kept it goin-lets get back to killin’ it
I’m not here to change the world… I’m here to end it and start fresh
Im talkin bigger than hope and permanent as death- my tongue goes into relapse creating the words I would’ve hung myself to 2 months ago
When the down&out gather in town&shout we’re(you’re) all gonna burn like a gallery never meant to be displayed
Eight weeks is time enough to raise the dead- give me eight minutes to prove it
The butterflies that reside permanently in my insides wont go to sleep no matter the self-prescribed medications I have tried
These designer places give me the creeps, I feel like Chace Crawford
Take a deep breath...
We ran for as long as we could From introduction to crutches and “we made it” And now just breathes away from the floor Admire everything the ceiling gets to witness
Every up and down is a lost cause, they all end up the same way Turn around, turning around Your every up and down, you always end them in the same about-face Turn it around, you turn it around
A phone call and a smile...
Standing in line with FAD in my hand the months of anticipation rush back, texas, breakups and self-pity are over 7:)
Im so giddy right now 7:)
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Couldn’t be a better day to be the first day of the rest of my life, Folie A Deux and the best party ever on the horizon
Too much "cool" credit? perhaps
Immature, sure but I’m somebody different every day and right now Captain Hook is my enemy
Happy Folie A Day!
New fun stuff for all involved on the horizon, things are looking up like a broken Pez dispenser.
Love Life Even If It’s Making Out With Someone Else
Christi's Nephew: Possibly Cutest Kid Ever?
This is Christi’s nephew Matthew I love this kid from the videos alone, he has great timing (NO!)
WatchI’ll never be this cool Even if I hung out with Miles Davis
For years
I’ll never be this cool
Let’s rock
god it gives me chills each time that part comes up
…but he better check his lease cuz hes livin’ in FUCK CITY