January 2010
23 posts
"...there's lepers and messiahs dying to get in"
Cut my hand wide open. I’ll never forget the moment I did it. I could feel that cold jagged steel inside of me and for what felt like minutes but was probably seconds I just didn’t understand it. I felt it but couldn’t grasp what I was actually feeling. I pulled my hand from that sharp edge and just stared at it as it opened wide, this gaping mouth of crimson and fatty tissue...
December 2009
36 posts
"While the heat radiates from beneath your...
it’s warm in this apartment and for the first time all day I actually feel awake. Maybe I was some kind of weird hungover where you just don’t feel anything but the start of the day came and went fluidly without anything at all worth space on my memory card. that wasn’t to be clever, I just feel like a robot sometimes.
Brandon comes and we go to Hooters and drink and eat...
yea totally...
…of course getting up and listening to “Goodnight, Travel Well” was a fantastic idea.
what a dumb ass I am
double meaning
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whys it so cold?
i'm a kanye with a tan
TIE ME DOWN TO THE RAFT AND PUSH IT OUT TO SEA AND LET IT HAVE IT’S WAY WITH ME
I’m tired and fucked up on these pills they gave me at work and I wanna go home but it keeps relocating. it’s funny how the monsters in your sleep are the highlights of your awake. maybe i’ve got you all wrong though. maybe my dreams are right. and im sorry guys if thats the case. what if...
“Well I do have a really big donkey dick”
– Lady Gaga
I’m wearing a bracelet that says “vampire girl” I blacked out last night I think I should stop drinking so much because of these horrific dreams They wake me up and make me stay that way. I don’t know where anybody is
I’m not so sure I know WHO anybody is
The thing says I was born in love But I think maybe I was born INTO love The people around me I was a ray of...
In the last year...
( ) stayed single for the whole year (x) made out in/on a car (x) kissed in the snow (x) celebrated Halloween (x) kissed in the rain (x) had your heart broken (x) broke someone else’s heart (x) had a stalker (x) went over the minutes on your cell phone (x) had a good relationship with someone (assuming friendships count?) (x) someone questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) had...
ugh...
i’m looking for ways to be MORE down than I already was. I’ve sliced my hand wide open, when it’s clean you can see the meat and muscle inside me. I’m going to the hospital cuz they won’t let me work until I get a doctor’s release.
and for some reason this was that extra little push I needed to be devastated.
movin’ mountains…
I’m ok I...
same old crisis
i wake up and it hurts. it’s not the “prospect of facing the day” or anything dramatic, my body just simply aches. no clue why, i stayed sober last night for the first time in 6 nights. yet THIS is the morning i’m hurtin. the blinds are closed, the friends are gone, the house is warm and I start to wonder if I’m comin’ down with some new Asian virus. the H1N1...
it's warmer here
level me out with a false security I don’t wanna touch the water but I’m drowning all the same
so string me up high with a cable through my tendons and a stake through my back with a white flag on the end
I’m dressed up like god cuz I’ve got all the answers at night decked out in all your old skin like you never left and i sing like i’m not sick and dance like i...
