Painting Flowers...
Hi I'm Nick.

"Stay. Don't Leave. The stars can't wait for your ascent."

I'm half of a dollar bill. A kid with a weak hands but strong shoulders and a foolish dream. My team lives the dream. I've been in love and it's warmer than sun. It's cold as hell sometimes too. I've never feared dying because I don't believe it's anything I'll ever have to go through. If God ever called in sick I still think we'd be ok. It's us versus all the others a lot. Down here we're all vampyr kids and everything's at stake.

I don’t understand what it is about this song but the new Lupe Fiasco single hits me so hard.

Danny and Josh brought people back here tonight and I’ve been sneaking little tear drops when no one looked. I’ve been working on my paper and periodically tearing up, it just touches something in me I haven’t felt for a long time. 

I think I’m just in a weird place right now. Kinda a turning point, stuff’s never gonna be the same as it was soon. I guess that’s not always a bad thing. 

“It’s so loud inside my head
With words I should have said
As I drown in my regrets
I can’t take back the words I never said” 

I am the affected